i did something

so..

i did something today…

i kinda brought someone back into mylife that i basically excommunitcated..

why?..

i want to forgive him…

the part of me that cant is that part that still loves him…

the part that willl is the part thats tired of hating him for what he put me threw..

i understand this could be a massive mistake..

but ..

im finally willing to try..

"

I-I’m good at wasting time,
I think lyrics need to rhyme,
And you’re not asking,
But I’m trying grow a mustache.

I eat cheese,
But only on pizza, please,
And sometimes on a homemade quesadilla
Otherwise it smells like feet to me.

And I, I really like it
When the moon looks like a toenail
And I love you when you say my na-a-a-a-ame.

If you wanna know, here it goes, gonna tell you there’s.

A part of me that shows,
If we’re close gonna let you see,
Everything
But remember that you asked for it.

I’m trying to do my best, to impress
But its easier to let you
Take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain,
and my heart,
Well you asked for it.

For your perusing,
At times confusing,
Slightly amusing,
Introducing Me.

do-do do-do-do-do-do

do-do do-do-do-do-do

la-da-da-da la-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da

I never trust a dog to watch my food
And I like to use the word “dude” as a noun or an adverb or an adjective
And I, I’ve never really been into cars
I like really cool guitars and superheros
And checks with lots of zeros on them
I love the sound of violins and making someone smi-i-i-i-ile

If you wanna know, here it goes, gonna tell you this.
A part of me that shows,
If we’re close gonna let you see,
Everything
But remember that you asked for it.

I’m trying to do my best to impress
But it’s easier to let you
Take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain,
My heart,
Well you asked for it.

For your perusing,
At times confusing,
Possibly amusing,
Introducing Me.

Well, you probably know more than you ever wanted to
So be careful when you ask next ti-i-i-ime.

So, if you wanna know, here it goes, gonna tell you this.
A part of me that shows,
If we’re close gonna let you see,
Everything
But remember that you asked for it.

I’m trying do my best to impress
But its easier to let you
Take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain,
My heart,
Well you asked for it.

For your perusing,
At times confusing,
Hopefully amusing,

Introducing Me.

do-do do-do-do-do-do

do-do do-do-do-do-do

Introducing me.

"
– introducing me capm rock 2

one day….

il  find that one for me..

and …

i wont have to fake a smile anymore..

why do i still love him?

you know its sucks that i want absolutely nothing to do with you

and then want everything to do with you

that i hate you so much

but it doesnt even compare to how much i love you

that i broke all ties with you and told you to fuck off

but still want to check up on you, see you, talk to you

you broke my heart and i havent talked to you in months

but im standing here about to send you a message

because no matter how hard i try to push it away

i realize i will never stop loving you …